Happy

I’m happy not coz something has happened but
Coz nothing so wrong has happened.
I’m happy not coz I have done everything great but
Coz I have done something worth.
I’m happy not coz I have no troubles but
Coz I had nice time too.
I’m lucky not coz I find everything good but
Coz I did find something good sometime atleast.
I’m blessed not coz I have all good people around me but
Coz I have some good people with me as my near n dear.

Its You!!

When I am in, it’s a treasure I enjoy
Once I’m out n look back at the same, it’s a unknown forest.
Its just as long as u remain in the vicinity that u find it
Once you are gone, you have lost!
Its jus as long as you are with the people that u find your relation fine
Once you are away, you find them a mystery.
There will be no one for you to really look back and feel they are there
For when you look back, you find them something different n new
This is a hard fact of life that I realize.
Be it any relationship …… jus enjoy as long as u see it.
Once you close your eyes and turn back to see it, you may not find it.
Say a magic ……. but this is practical
No matter to what extent u trust but this is what happens finally!
Reasons may be varied and many but still this is the final.
Learn to live alone and don ever look back at someone or for someone.
If you tend to think back for someone jus cry in silence
But dont disturb the other person. This is difficult but you should do.
Don ever have the thought of sharing things with your near n dear
For soon u would realize they are raen n raed

When people can live themselves why don u?
Why do u have the thought of sharing your joy n sorrowIts all your tea. Drink it or do anything but don let others see it or even smell it.

I wrote this post with a heavy heart but no harm intended. I dont know if anyone at anytime feel the same. But its the aggressive side of me that is trying to push the blame on to you and shrug off. Please excuse me for this. I shall put up positive posts as a compensation if you are hurt. But these are my feelings sometimes!

Something Beyond Words ....

The wind whispers and I hardly hear.
The birds talk but I hardly understand.
Water flows but I hardly can follow.
I fail to feel the trees and plants for they hardly mean to reveal.

I can understand, follow, hear and feel people…
But the ones I want to listen to, hide from me.
They dont let me know anything though I can understand everything if explained with patience.

This tree stands hard enough to protect me……
Thought its all hollow itself, cant help it feel better
cant feel better myself……
Though the tree has shown me what it is …….
I’m unable to help.

There are some relations like this tree.
I’m helpless, can’t make them feel better though I want to.
Hope I dont hurt them more…..
Can just pray for them.

YOU … ME

Dedicated to all my dear ones…..

If I dont respond to what you say,
You say I IGNORE you.
But I say I am DISTURBED.

If you are not responding to me,
You say why cant you UNDERSTAND?
I say why are you NOT COMFORTABLE with me.

If I involve myself in your activities with suggestions,
You say DO NOT POKE YOUR NOSE.
I say I CARE FOR YOU.

If I don’t give you any suggestions,
You say I am not BOTHERED about you.
I say I respect your LIBERTY dear.

If I question your silence,
You say I cant READ you still.
I say I don’t want to be MISTAKEN with you.

If I stay silent,
You say I am HIDING things from you.
I say I want you to READ these fine lines.

If you are angry,
You say FIGURE it out if you care dear,
Else LEAVE IT.
I say NO cant give it up dear.

If I am angry,
You say SPEAKOUT if you are angry lets sort it,
Else I cant HELP you.
I say cant you FIGURE it out.

If I change myself to get better with you,
You say I have CHANGED.
I say cant you SEE what made me change.

If you change yourself to get better with me,
I say “you are MUCH BETTER dear”
You say “You gave me NO OTHER OPTION”

If I feel low and speak to you,
You say “I am ALWAYS THERE for you”.
I say “I know you LOVE me”.

If you feel low and speak to me,
I say “feel like doing ANYTHING for you”.
You say “I know you LOVE me”.