Livid taciturn void

Why are there days like this?
The day the soul in me burns itself in grief.
It burns in the onus and in silence.
It preys on a body and yet complains.

When my body learns to stay numb and dumb,

Why does my soul not learn that art?
Unconvinced by my thoughts,
It hurls at me, curses me, cribs and punishes.

The worldly attachments that my brain barks about,

Detached and torched stays my soul.
Soul cannot sense the pain my body endures.
My body is a slave of my soul.

For a session of aroma therapy!

A session of spa!
Peaceful music!
Nothing can soothe my soul.

It wants me to be guilt-free

I could get in trouble if I do what my soul dictates.
Yet my soul can get its peace.
My soul is a parasite.

The unrest is simply increasing the more I walk away.

Miraculously, it harnesses energy when I walk with it.
After everything, it is relaxing on Goa beaches as my body heals.
Why are there days like this?

Soul married to honesty,

It roars at even the negligible things.
How did it learn to count those!!
Showers of blessings needed till this crazy soul finds its next prey.

Do you have days like this?

Just me and my bliss!

Bliss experienced defies definitions.
Moments that nature took it all.
A chance to be myself!
To be myself with no compliments or complaints!

A time not framed in gold or silver.

I did not have the best butter cakes to celebrate.
I did not have diamonds I adored.
All I had was a load of peace and space to be myself.

I and my brother started on a peaceful drive after having enough rest. This trip was different as I was not wearing any kind of masks, nor were there people to see what I was. It was time I could be myself and just myself again.

We drove through the silent tall forests. What a sight of the trifling streams flowing and some with no water. As he concentrated on the road I enjoyed every view outside. Wish I stopped and walked around in silence being all myself but could not afford. The woods ended abruptly. I was a little livid at the abrupt end but it opened up lush green covered scenery soon and the other side was the cost line! Wow! What a sight was that. We stepped out of the car and stood. Absolute silence with all the liveliness!

A hug that no one is grumpy about!

A hug that no raised eyes across the globe.

A hug that does not blame the dress, gorgeous looks or conducts!
The fog was hugging everything on the way.

I could see the shores but not hear the roars.
I could see the greens but not feel covered under them.
No ramping mechanical marvels triumphing across!
I could hear and feel my breath.

My scars failed to score or crawl in this time.

The chill could not touch the warmth I was in.
In the most honest mode!
Every cell on me was reviving and relishing!

I thought this is great! But then soon I was at a beach. A beach so lonely! Hard to believe there were tides that high at this very beach that is entralling me. The mist gave a divine glow to the rocks. My brother was in his formal shoes and did not want to ruin them walking down to the beach. But he let me go as he stood there up near the car. I jumped and went down. My footsteps, the waves din dare a rub as I see. It was as if I was the only soul to enjoy this. There were three people at a distance. But I got privacy. It was a candid time with the ocean. I love such times that I can truly be myself and enjoy the divinity.

Warning! Imaginary!

Hey you blue!

Was that you who jumped so high?
No not me, look I am here to play with you. Do you think I can do that?
Join me and play, I am not here to gulp you.

Destiny whispered to me you would be here.

I wanted to do something for you to rejoice!
Knowing what can impress you, I did this.
In acceptance I smiled and enjoyed the moment to the fullest.

 

This is not an anonymous place but a full-fledged south beach that had all the needful to support tourism. But all left to please me that day!!

I just cannot tell you how many times I got lost writing this post!
Hard to define the ecstasy I feel. Thanks a ton dear bro and south beach for dressing up for me.

Unsung lullabies loud!

You flaunt your beauty.
Every evening I see you.
You stand bright as always.
Sometimes times are shunned when I don’t see you.

But you are such a beauty that makes me go …..

I cannot stop myself from turning back to you.
And I give you the best and true smile possible.
Did I ever impress you?

I always had to look up at you.

But! I had seen you in your bed this time.
You are such a beauty anytime!
Lustrous as ever!

Those were my feeling while I was driving calm.

Calm and parallel to the ocean.
I see the blue ocean and the bright sun.
Oh what a sight!

It was like the stars were sleeping on the sea as,

The sun is singing lullabies to the stars.
His naught daughters are up once he is out of sight.
Their striking beauty leaves many to muse.

Living Reincarnations!

I am a drifting soul!
Dead is the one who hit the bump.
I am the reincarnation, the air stream got in.
I keep the death a secret.

I am the best friend of the one dead.

I carry the live size sculpture of the one dead.
The air stream is keeping it upright.
I am here for a cause.

Hooligans are feasting alive.

Calling the death,
“The death of the monster!”
To feel safe of the crime they did.

I am here, not to hunt down,

The criminals responsible for the death.
But to shoo the felons away!
Away! From degrading last photo of the one dead.

It is all about a person once lived!

The pains of the person once lived are not mine.
I am a reincarnation living to gift the dead,
A flower on the grave.

I shall reincarnate again and again

To ease the angry ashes in the grave.
Release the trapped energies in the grave.
They cannot come alive again but angry ashes can rest in peace.

I carve the smiles they think killed,

I mimic to live the miles they think burnt,
I kill the thought they think, “Can destroy”
They don’t know they cannot harm me anymore.

I am a drifting soul reincarnating till the river of air flows.

I work for all the dead ones with the similar look.
I work for the grave to be peaceful.
I am a drifting soul that cannot enjoy, crib or cry.