Nothing Left!

This is a long time post that I was hesitant to put up. But just a gud one to read. Nothing more. its one line straight from heart that I love and made me put this post up. That line is marked in bold.

Eyes rain for the dreams are too dry.
Eyes rain as sleep doesn’t take upon me
Eyes drain the heaviness in heart that is not melting
Eyes rain no matter what seasons change.

I am making friends with empty hands that give up.
I have lost so much that there is nothing I can claim to be mine.
How to bear every minute and second?
Every minute and second I tell myself
“I forgot you. I never want to think of you. I don’t think of you”
But why are your memories haunting me and making me cry?

The words written in your thoughts speak themselves now.
The past events ask me why did we have to split ways.
Call it reality or escape, I blame destiny.
Its all in the divine play where my tears become the wine.
What has to happen has happened.
Whatever has to happen shall happen now.

I am making friends with empty nights that have no more dreams.
I have lost so much that there is nothing I can claim to be mine.
How to bear every minute and second?
Every minute and second I tell myself
“I forgot you. I never want to think of you. I don’t think of you”
But why are your memories haunting me and making me cry?

It was a short while I was with you and then ….
Our ways have taken unexpected turns.
I lost me to you. I lost you to fate …
What is left now? Where is it left?

You are my every wish now.
Put me away from the pain I am in now.
Just the way you put me away from you.
I have been yours and not mine and now say …..
“I forgot you. I never want to think of you. I don’t think of you”
But why are your memories haunting me and making me cry?