Away and Away

Trust is scalded in massive destruction,

Sweetness in me drained into anxiety and sweat then …

Innocence was cashed on.

Facts and efforts fail to tame destiny.

Determination dampened.

Drifting not to find something better but,

Just to wear on a coat of insulation.

Like the sunscreen that wears out on the face, so does it!

Something I sob for the dead me.

Something that I learned to live without now is me.

Something that I cannot do anymore is smiling honestly.

Something that I can do is maybe help a few underprivileged a mechanical way.

Maybe the game is not over yet!

Battle forever

A battle with none but self.

This is the most strenuous one.

A battle the physically disabled also fight.

This is something nothing and no one can escape.

Victory and defect mean to the same to the world.

Within, you nurse each ….

As it is always you who wins.

But it is also always you who loose.

At times you start the fight for self.

By the time the celebration is in …

As you turn to shower the joy,

Oops! You can no longer access the one you were fighting for.

Probably you entered a new dimension of world.

Ah! You already lost the one you are fighting for.

The world might state you redefined yourself

Or you are starting a new life.

But it is a feast that not even that ghost would join.

This is what happens when you lose yourself.

Time, destiny and breath give you dimensions….

You continue painting a smile that keeps tainting.