World is all

With Eyes and my feet being the same and hands being behind my eyes, all I get to see is the only world and not my definition. Glad that there is something the hands can hold/ help!

A rolling ball is so

busy rolling and denting itself that it hardly gets to notice the mass it gathers. 

ZERO

Zero! The biggest closed space that can let you go wild yet be unheard/ ignored

Zero! The biggest space that you can start filling with anything you like.

Zero! Promises you a relaxation before you start again as panicking doesn’t work

Zero! We would not like being there ……

New Look

I just find this beauty stand right out my balcony. As soon as I wake up and refresh, this is the first that greets me. I just love this young green.

Sweet dreams

A dream that I we wish was/ is true…

Sometimes we wake up happy for feeling the experience at-least for a while in a dream.

Sometimes we wake up and it is a pain to accept the present with bitter pills.

Weighing the happiness Vs the pain,

Should we wish for sweet dreams that can never come true?

Should we wish for longer sleep as it kills more time in sleep?

Should we wish for no sleep to avoid the pain of overcoming to be back in reality?

How is it ...

How I feel it was all just yesterday?

How I reel to the past every blink?

How can I relate to the present ever wake?

How I feel wish either the past or the present, one is dream.

How is it that ages have past so fast?

How is it I still feel the same kiss of air?

How is it that I still wonder what and how?

How! How and How……….

I am ...

I have a weird feeling that I probably never shared with anyone so far. Not sure if I am the only one going through this. May be its easy to undergo than to stand by, see and imagine what a person is going through!

When I give a thought to pain (emotional or physical) of others, there is a sort of numbness I feel, lowness and my heart that soon sinks thinking how they cope up with. The pain would not be something the person declares to be a pain but something I think would be a pain.  Something like an injury, health issues, surviving a tragedy, working to overcome trauma, losing a person near and dear to you, or distanced/ broken/ troubled relationships, going through stillness in life …..

There are a couple of things that I have been through but still get moved when others are put through the similar. Sometimes it is so stupid as I push too hard on myself. I would actually be exhausted and almost be collapsing. But when there is another person not near collapsing but is seeking relaxation, I feel one slogging is better than two ruining their time. There could be times when I am convinced and compromised but when there is someone also who needs to compromise, I would rather bend myself even down so that net-net at least one is satisfied. When I know someone already does not have a good impression I would not try to mend it but prove and leave it to their realization. All these someones may not be my buddies of family but almost anyone I come across. Sometimes I may have n things against them yet do the same. I dunno why!

This puts me through frustration sometimes but the bottom line remains ….. I try, sob, but absorb it all in silence! 

I do not know what a feel this is or what is it worth! But often find myself going through this. 

Should I Sympathize?

No! Not at all!

I have seen people suddenly sympathise death of unruly people also.

Why does this happen? How can someone turn god just because they can trouble us no more?

I can understand even the worst person is good to someone.

Theory seems fine but practically it may differ.